Anger

I have been feeling like proper crap these past few days. Lonely, alone, sad, depressed. With very often peaks of anger. I don't want to be alone, and so far from everybody. I cannot help but compare myself to other people, who seem to be dealing with this situation so fucking fine. And I am not. I just want to curl in a corner and cry, and be angry and sad. 

The tiniest stupidity makes me petty and miserable. I can literally feel the weight of the situation pushing my shoulders down. 

I want to go home and I can't. 

I want to work, and I can't. 

I just... can't.