Amazing support system

 "I love you, you are so amazing and we will get through this together!"

And again, hopefully you will be right. Last week I had my best friend over for tea and I felt confident enough to confess how I was slightly ashamed of my behaviour for the past three years regarding the people in St Andrews. I've been focusing too much on people that didn't care for me as I did for them, and along the way I left people as sweet and loving as now I realise I have by my side. 

And I wonder what did I do to deserve that. They keep my madness at bait, especially during these demonically mad times. I am unsure of my fairness whenever I look back in time, losing sweat and sometimes tears over those who were there, but not as these two amazing women are right now. And I guess I just needed a bloody pandemic to realise, and perhaps some shitty behaviour from our school department. 

Sometimes I am amusing to observe. Sometimes I am just a pain in the ass. 

But for the time coming, I will treat them as lovingly and supportingly as they have done with me (and they say I have too, I just cannot recall that). And this amazing support system will grow stronger. 

And you, shit-heads hiding behind that passive-aggressive email, you don't want to see us angry.